@NintendoByNature - Haha, glad you could get a chuckle and gross out your family by experiencing joy. I know how it goes. The thing about roving vom smell is that it flies in the face of human nature. Vom is the kind of thing where, if it gets on you, pretty much everything needs to stop in its tracks until you’ve gotten it off of you. Here’s someone just casually strolling through wal Mart with vom on them, and they don’t care at all!
12 hours to go to 1 January 2020.
How about your preparation to celebrate New Year ?
I'm really disappointed for unable to finish my Calendar 2020 right on time. 😓
I will hurry to finish it ASAP after my PC has been repaired.
@bimmy-lee that's Wal-Mart for ya. The one by us is bad, so my wife forces me( or us) to go to the further north one. I think they're both bad. It's like having your choice of eating dog food or cat food. Neither are good, but if nothing else is around, at least they're there to consume 😉. But in all seriousness, there's 1 good Wal-Mart by me in a 25 mile radius. Nothing against Wal-Mart, it's just usually the people I see walking around there. If anything, it makes for good people watching
@Link-Hero I see Anti is raging again. If you do not know this is not his choosing to behave like that. His condition is making him introvert.
Also I read that in Indonesia homosexuality is taboo and it is not approved by the government. So the chance of him having a relationship is also slim you know because he likes "six pack dudes" etc.
@HobbitGamer Yeah, I've really enjoyed what I've played of the game so far. My biggest problem is usually running out of fuel. I'm constantly scavenging, but always manage to run out. I'll make a few jumps with not enough fuel, my ship will get damaged, then I get desperate and start trying to steal fuel from the neutral guys (B&G or whatever it is), and that never ends well, haha.
What difficultly do you play on? I read that while you might get farther on the easiest level, you'll earn more credits by going up one level, even if you don't make it as far. And if I remember correctly, one of the perks you can invest in is to earn more credits, so if you go heavy on that one, the money will start rolling in.
@Link-Hero
Well, i'm used to live lonely without almost no friends. I oftenly alone but i never feel alone.
I still live with my Mom , my Auntie (Dad's youngest sister) and my siblings.
My first young brother (2nd son) took the position as house leader after my Dad passes away on February 2014.
I felt pity to myself as the 1st son couldn't do as leader considering my condition that i have no ability to replace my Dad. My brother took over my Dad's business as the owner of House Equipments and House building materials store. I have no desire or any like to work in my Dad's shop since i really hate smokers from the customers and i didn't allowed to ask the customers to extinguish their cigarettes. I felt extreme pain and almost made me to think about suicide when i lost my job on year 2015 (got fired from my working place at school for making a student cried because she thought i have stalked at her but i didn't mean to). My brother took my position as the leader that should be done by 1st son in Chinese culture, considering to my condition. Now, i live with my family and i still able to pursuing my gaming hobby from my salary i got on my new working place at school, my brothers and my Mom keep supplying the money from Dad's shop for everybody at home. They paid the electricity, internet bills, water bills, etc while i still able to work on the school and use my money for my needs.
I have a lot of restriction that i created by myself due to my experience in the past that got me traumatized. I hate every single things that made me traumatized. Also, i realized my nature when i still toddler, i tend to show my disgreement toward people's fighting or people's quarrel even from TV or Radio. I tend to hit the TV when i saw peoples fighting or people's quarrel. I hate to hear peoples get angry and make arguments, i hate to see peoples fighting intensively, i really hate with evil females (b***h) with her disgusting attitudes especially from telenovela or movies (moreover i have ever got bullied by females in the past and still got bad treatment by females on year 2012 until 2014), i extremely f*ing hate with devilish things like gore, blood, torture, etc. All those hatred accumulated in my brain and i will never tolerate any of them. To heal my trauma, i chose to find cutesy things and Anti-Mature stuffs so it will make me happy and stay positive.
My restriction also saved me to not become like typical adult peoples. I never like adult movies or games so i always choose Safe for Kids or Teen stuffs, as long still appropriate enough for public. A normal adult people will never did such an extreme level like me, but i felt happier with my restriction. I will not thinking about smoking, i will not thinking to watch bloody things, i will not thinking about finding sexy babes, i will not thinking about drinking alcohol or drugs, i will not thinking to adore adult theme colors. I have ever a thought to hate to become adult, like being adult was become an evil monster. I saw by myself the definition of adult worlds and made me built my own restriction for my safety. I stay away from such a world like that and i will stay innocent like child as possible because i don't want adult world. I still have my fear to grow up.
@Anti-Matter "got fired from my working place at school for making a student cried because she thought i have stalked at her but i didn't mean to" … hmm did you really stalked her or she made that up?
I mean you said "but I didn't mean to" which means you did but with good intentions? Sometimes it is really hard to understand that you really mean.
Also I doubt that they will fire you without any proof right? Otherwise you should sue their ass!
That student behave very strange and inappropriate to me like she just avoided me when i saw her without rational explanation, like i was a dangerous people that should be avoided. I was wondering what was my fault until she avoided me when i face with her. I didn't even know about her but she already behave very inappropriate toward me. It was the day of Report day at my old working place. I saw her still waiting for her parent took over the report. She still getting along with other teachers but not with me. She suddenly avoided me when she saw me and keep avoiding me when i tried to know what's wrong and suddenly she just run away with cry and told to her parent at the same day. Her parent complained about that to the Management and i thought i just only got warning. But, on the first day i went back to work on 5th January 2015 after long holiday on December 2014, my principal school called me and the management said i couldn't work anymore due to that complaint. I was shocked and it was the 3rd time i got abused by females in 3 years in a row (2012 when my female student's parent suddenly asked for stop giving private teaching as the old private teacher already returned after long break due pregnancy without rational reqsons, 2013 i got same treatment again for my private teaching student but in this case after i tried to called her for her private lesson time at her home, she still sleepy and when i tried to called her in her room politely, suddenly she just run away to her parent's bedroom and didn't want to get private lesson. Her Mom dismissed me due to that condition, but on the next day suddenly her Mom told me that she didn't want to have private lesson due to irrational reasons, January 2015 i got fired because of female student again)
And i swore to myself if i got female student again for next private lesson and if she abused me again with same treatment, i didn't hesitate to attack her if necessary. Just enough with b***hy female students ! 😡
Fortunately, on July 2015 i got good female student (grade 7) for my private lesson and i have lectured her until graduated from grade 9 and i have told to her parents if i can teach until Junior High School level due to difficulty level on Physics and Chemistry on grade 10 & above.
@Anti-Matter Wait wait wait … am I reading that correctly?
1. What do you mean by inappropriate? Are you staring at the kid all day? Maybe it is afraid of you. The story of how you hit the TV because of loud females is scary dude! And why confront it like the little kid is bullying you?
2. "2012 when my female student's parent suddenly asked for stop giving private teaching as the old private teacher already returned after long break due pregnancy without rational reqsons" - You were just a substitute I guess so it is perfectly normal for the parents to ask for the older teacher. And she was on parent leave this is a reason enough.
3. "2013 i got same treatment again for my private teaching student but in this case after i tried to called her for her private lesson time at her home, she still sleepy and when i tried to called her in her room politely, suddenly she just run away to her parent's bedroom and didn't want to get private lesson. " You went in HER room and WOKE her up? I hope this is NOT what really happened! You may have traumatized that kid. Think before you act!
4. "And i swore to myself if i got female student again for next private lesson and if she abused me again with same treatment, i didn't hesitate to attack her if necessary. Just enough with b***hy female students ! 😡" This hatred is not normal and you should seek help. There is no correlation in the gender of the students! And you are shocked why parents are afraid of you?!
I seriously try to analyse this information but it sounds that it is not in your favour.
I mean every time other people have problem with you. Maybe you have to look objectively and ask yourself what you are doing?
It sounds like your family is taking care of you. They are not abusive like some families to scar you for like or anything like that. Come to think of it you are lucky.
I know we have our differences on this forums but I think you should seek help.
@Anti-Matter I sort of get were you are coming from. I just see mature rated video games as escapism as well. Doom and Resident Evil are prime examples of that. If you don’t see that material as satisfying, then that’s all fine and good, but I don’t see much of a difference between taking down a room of zombies and Mario jumping on a bunch of goobas heads. If you are well-adjusted then I can’t see much harm in the former. Does it actually have a different effect psychologically? Perhaps it does. But from my point of view they just present players with two different types of “toy boxes” (both childlike in that way) and ask the player to complete objectives.
Beyond that, I think you’ve conflated the idea of maturity with things that are not actually mature. It’s not a rating on a box, but the deeper sense of reflecting on ones past and future in a way that you wouldn’t do as a child. You also don’t like the same things you liked when you were more naive or “immature”. I’d bet that. So I’d argue we are all mature to a degree and that’s something that’s just an inevitability. It’s not something to be scared of or run away from.
Cheers man and Happy 2020. That’s soon in Indonesia now.
Happy New year's guys and gals. Hope everyone stays safe and has fun. Enjoy time with friends and family, and make some memories. Make the drinks flow, and friendships grow!
@Heavyarms55 am I finally able to break the world record speed run for SMB1 in 2020?
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