Maybe some oversharing below, but I haven’t really got anywhere to put this so… :
Flying back home in the morning. Always terrified I’ll go back and find myself burgled, the only thing waiting for me when I get home is my electronics and likely mould from unchecked condensation that has likely sprung up while it has been empty.
Always feel a lot of mixed emotions during the end of these trips. Usually they are around Christmas/New Year, so even more depressing. But I am facing some uncertain times, I don’t get to see my Dad often anymore and had I not made this last minute trip, I wouldn’t be quite sure when I’d be seeing him again.
I am happy he got to move abroad, retire and live his dream but as someone who doesn’t have a lot of family who are either alive or I am on speaking terms with, not being able to just pop down the road and see him any more kinda sucks. I don’t feel isolated and alone most of the time, but coming here and making these trips, makes me realise how isolated and alone I am.
It all isn’t negative emotion, as an introverted recluse, I do miss my home comforts and space over the course of a trip. Assuming I haven’t been burgled, I’ll be softening the blow with a treat of Far Cry 6 when I get back. But ever since my Mum died, I’m just so conscious of how much of my Dad’s life I just miss, how much I am not really a part of his life at all. And the feeling is just hard to explain if you haven’t been there.
@Pizzamorg As a father that doesn't get to see his son as much as he'd like to I'd say your father is a lucky man. My son is at that age where he thinks, because he's an adult now, he doesn't need me around anymore. It's normal for "kids" his age, but still hurts. I sure hope my son misses me some day. I know I miss him.
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@PoliticallyIncorrect I hope he knows how you feel one day. Also happy to see you here more often, Your fun to talk to.
Welp I hope everyone's day gets better, and if it already is amazing I hope it gets even more better! I would post a funny video but er, I don't know which to pick, again have a nice day!
I need to vent something.
If any of the kids in my class are here, for God’s sake, you do not take off your mask to sneeze! It’s the other way around! Also, don’t take them off at all, they are still mandatory!
When will they learn…. 😷🙄
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@Snatcher Thanks bud. He and I were inseparable for 21 years. Then he moved to Colorado, and when he came back a year later, it was like a whole new person. I didn't know him anymore it was that big of a change. He flat out told me he doesn't need family anymore. Boy did that sting. Thanks! You're fun to talk to as well.
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