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Re: Review: The Binding of Isaac: Afterbirth+ (Switch)

grungeman

@speedracer216
Binding of isaac is my game
its zelda and my childhood in one

replace mother with grandmother and you get my household
born to a catholic family
named after my dad
he died when i was 5
schizo aunt with he same bday as me
mother who was a drunk and threaten to kill me when i was not obedient to her and would humiliate me publically and would hit me while she was drunk
and my grandmother who made a pit of fire of my entertainment manson korn nirvana beastie boy albums andddd pokemon annnnnnd quest 64 and the sims or anything that was scientific based or had that in the game chased my freind with a butcher knife because he was part of a satanic cult when we were just listening to music the only thing that i felt gave me freedom. had a sermon just because i was part of a cult she made up. She was in charge of 10 different things in the church and she never could do any wrong.
Priest stood up for me manipulated the whole church to kick him out.
I fought every day
every day was me against 3-4 people
I fought for 18 years
I won my battle

I was an adult at age 6 with no emotional support
nor life guidance at all. I still cannot talk to these people it always ends up in fights.
Hello?
WHAT DO YOU WANT.
they do not understand people at all.
God nor christianity will never ever work for me neither will a life of slavery for consumerist items.
No man or any orginization will ever control me or manipulate me I will be intune with meditation and nature and the godself of my own being.

I was a man and I was told the only thing I could do is fix things and they took out all the guilt out on me.
I started to think that I was the one causing problems in the house and that god was punishing or maybe a occult curse is on my life. I realized that on top of my problems I was feeling I was feeling their problms and pain when I was young.

I just realized that I am empathetic last year.

Whole childhood gone because of all of this.
I have litterally hated my own self even though I could talk to everyone of my peers till I was about 25 till I learned about meditation and energy from that and I wish to pursue this as a life goal
I want to heal others who have had the same edupness that I have.
Not with pills
Not with manipulation
but out of taking care of people in a spiritual way that is not provided through any thing in society
It is mostly ignored.