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NintendoFan64

@Retro_on_theGo: Same here. I got Sonic Gems Collection when I was eight, and I actually enjoyed Sonic R. Granted, it's been a long time since I played it, and after some time on the internet, I'm starting to remember some of its flaws.
PS CAN YOU FEEL THE SUNSHINE!?

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Socar

I'm under depression after seeing Iwata-san again..... I wonder if I have shown him respect. Have I defended him enough to prove it? Is it my fault that he got himself ill when things weren't going well for Nintendo? Should I go to jail because of me using emulators for certain games that caused him to struggle in life? While I'm still better than before where I couldn't even think for a second, I'm still in a depression state.

I feel that the opportunity of meeting Nintendo staff themselves for me will slowly fade off because of how I can't seem to get out of my hometown and make games for them. I wonder if the games that I make for Nintendo will leave a good sign to them or not, whether they feel that it is worth of me working with them on new experiences that I think need to happen.

I feel that the possibility of me seeing Miyamoto-san in person might not be possible for me because of my fate being cruel and I know that I'll be even sadder when he dies before I even met him in person... I feel like I have no purpose in life. I am right now thinking about having a girlfriend but I myself know that I can't handle such pressure of satisfying her and if anything, she should deserve better than some low life like me. A junior game designer who works on a nightshift and can't seem to be happy in any level despite the fact that I value my job so much.

I want to stay strong but given the situation and the sole purpose of my life that is to get a working relationship with Nintendo, if Nintendo went down before I am about to make games for them, my life isn't completed and their is no point of me moving forward if such a thing were to happen. Some say that people shouldn't adore companies because they exist to make money and that it would also be like some mental illness to get some affection. But I feel that Nintendo can only make me happy at this point in time as I have tried everything else possible. Scoring great marks isn't enough. Being a worthy student in college isn't enough either. Nothing is ever enough. But it should at the very least give me a sign of hope and unfortunately, all it has done is giving me a sign of depression.

I'm right now trying to get strong but seeing as how depressed I am at this point, only Nintendo and if lucky some cartoon shows can relive me out of depression.

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After so long...I'm back. Don't ask why

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ArabPikachu

I took a brief break from my Multimedia Design certificate studies to chime in here. On another note, I recently got an ergonomic chair.

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Eel

I saw an episode of the Great British Bake Off where they made custard tarts, they looked fun to make so I decided to try the same recipe and...

Darn they're dangerously delicious. The best dessert I've ever made from scratch.

I should make them more often.

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Bloop.

<My slightly less dead youtube channel>

SMM2 Maker ID: 69R-F81-NLG

My Nintendo: Abgarok

RR529

WaveGhoul wrote:

Does anybody else hate Dragon Ball Super as much as I do.

Eh, while the animation is a bit lazy, story wise it's holding up much better than GT ever did.

Granted, we'll see if that holds on after they complete recreating the two movie arcs.

Currently Playing:
Switch - Blade Strangers
PS4 - Kingdom Hearts III, Tetris Effect (VR)

Socar

I wish i died. There really is no point in me living if I can't even be happy in life. I hate life.

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NintendoFan64

@Artwark What's wrong? What happened?

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Socar

@NintendoFan64: Previous post of mine explains it all. Its in 626 in case you're wondering.

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NintendoFan64

@Artwark: Alright. Here's what I have to say: I think you should get over Iwata. He was a great man and his passing was tragic, but I think it might be time to move on. He wouldn't want you to continue being sad over him. As for wether or not you manage to meet someone like Miyamoto or get to work at Nintendo, Anything is possible. Maybe you could very well one day do both. Besides, even if you aren't able to work for the company itself, you can still make games for their systems! And as for the girlfirend thing, don't be too hard on yourself. You can do it! And if it doesn't work out, it just doesn't work out! There are plenty of fish in the sea! You just have to find the right one! Finally, Nintendo going down isn't going to happen anytime soon with the amount of money they have in the bank, so you won't have to worry about them dying before you get the chance to make a game for them for a long time. And even if they did, just try to find something else you love. There's more to life than Nintendo. Sorry about taking a while to reply to you. I had to deal with school. I hope my attempt at cheering you up worked.

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GrizzlyArctos

@Artwark: Life may seem tough, but don't give up. There's always going to be something good right around the corner, whether you expect it or not. You say that your worried that you haven't shown Iwata enough respect, but I'd say you've shown him more than enough. His passing has clearly hit you hard, and I agree that he was an amazing person. But it's time to move on now. What he'd want is for you to keep going. Enjoy games and enjoy life. That's what he'd want. You want to make games for nintendo? Keep pursuing that dream. You're not going to achieve it by just giving up.

Yes, I like bears.

Socar

@NintendoFan64: @GrizzlyArctos: But that's another problem. If Nintendo goes, I have no other interest in working with other companies with the only one being SEGA and even then, I still hate that company. Even if I have other interests, the fact that my own country won't even support those other interests just simply means that I'm forced to leave to another country which is something my parents aren't fine with it.

So what's the point? I'm trying to be positive but no matter what I do, when I hear topics like Nintendo hates youtubers or any one that depresses me like my parents or if no one ever consider or even listen to what I have to say, nope. Its not even valid.

Like this recently, I've told the lead designer that there needs to be a way to get our ideas approved for our games to happen and it took him three months to realize that.

Heck, my parents aren't even satisfied with me working on my dream job. They even hate the idea of me leaving way early than my usual timing of my job. So far, I've gained six months experience but I know that's not enough. If I lose the job, I'm done like literally done because my parents would choose a job that won't even fit to my degree description let alone trying the job.

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NintendoFan64

@Artwark: Have you tried talking to your parents?

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Socar

@NintendoFan64: Yes and they still won't realize it. And I can't run away from them because that would simply mean trouble. Not the business trouble like how Nintendo always does but the trouble no one is suppose to even think about.

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