Topic: Disappointment of the Day

Stupid people on youtube, there is someone on youtube with a naked cartoon character (not gonna say what character but it's bottom was showing) I was trying to get youtube to do something about this but it didn't happen, then some other guy with bad grammar talked back but I talked back.

Today my sister was in the hospital because she had to have an operation on her leg (nothing serious, she's fine now and will be home tomorrow), but she wants to do some revision tomorrow in the hospital. If you saw my last comment, you would know that her revision CD doesn't work on her Mac. So basically, I have to give up my laptop basically all day tomorrow, which is extremely annoying...

I ate too much popcorn and now my head hurts! >_<

I can feel my mind slowly dying

So @WingedFish goes out of his way to make a thread about meeting nintendolife users in real-life, he puts ME in his list, and when I make a post I don't even mention him, let alone put him in my list of people I'd like to meet. I'm a terrible friend...

You worry too much man. You shouldn't feel bad about these things.

For the past two weeks I've almost broken my back from hunching over so much from making K-Pop bracelets x3. It really hurts to move now .

That's so cute! Feel proud.

I don't see a thread for general art/projects.

I've got a comic project (that is also a game project) featuring 3D models and stories I write.
Maybe if someone could direct me (or let me know I can make one) I'd be more inclined to post in the Positive of the day thread.

Ooh, that stinks, I've had a lot of back pain on the past so I can relate. Nice bracelets by the way.

University is making me different, more opinionated and sometimes more hostile. Sometimes after saying things, I'll look back and think "wow, that was so out of character."

So yeah, a lot of things in my life are changing very fast. And I wish they'd slow down just a little.

I don't know for 100% certain, but I think I just saw someone steal a dog. So yeah, my faith in human decency has gone down a lot... It could of been mine if I was walking a little bit faster as well.

Buying a Wii U only to discover the Wii U Gamepad won't reach into my bedroom, just 20 feet away.

Also, this.

I have summer homework

I recently caved in and decided to book a doctors appointment in regards to anti-depressants. I've purposefully avoided them in the past, not exactly comfortable with the idea of drugging myself for the illusion of happiness. But given that in my current state i'm just wasting away, growing ever more embittered at everything, unable to rev up that motivation to do something meaningful with myself, I think they could help give me that extra 'umph', y'know?

In fact the more I think about it, this might turn out to be kind of a good thing for me in the end. But at the same time I can't help but be a little disappointed in myself for not being able to solve my problems on my own two feet. I know this is kind of an odd place to post all this personal guff, but hey, it gets it out of the system.

^How old are you? I took anti-depressants when I was a teenage, but they kinda just made me more depressed. Apparently that's common with teenagers, hormones and all that.

Despite my angst-y whining, i'm twenty years old. Really should be getting my act together at this age, but hey-ho. I have heard various things about anti-depressants just making things worse, but very few have elaborated on why that's the case. If its not too much to ask, would you care to tell why they didn't work out for you? If you don't want to share that's perfectly understandable.

They made me more suicidal, and eventually I was in the hospital. Lets leave it at that.

@SqueakyTheBone it's a shame to hear about that. I've come close to asking about anti-depressants a few times in my life, except I just kind of roughed it out. I figured that it wasn't so much an illusion of happiness, but that my life was really starting to suffer with the lack of sleep and the malnutrition from being too meh to eat. I hope they work out for you!

@CanisWolfred I see. Apologies for bringing it up, but thanks for sharing. I'll have to give it some more serious thought.

@Magikarp I'm glad things (presumably) worked out for you! I wish I had the strength to tough these things out, but my mindset is too weak in that regard. Thanks for the kind words.