Topic: Disappointment of the Day

Wat? ._.

Are you saying straight people in love shouldn't find their loved ones attractive...?

Uhm no..? What makes you think that? ._.

The fact that Kingdom Hearts III is finally going multiplatform, but excluding the Wii U, (and as that's the only new gen console I have, I must gaze from afar).

Then what were you saying?

well things are getting pretty weird in this thread.
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oh one of the usual disappointments, maybe it's just another day in NL.

I was saying that I find the reason interesting why homosexuals find homosexuals attractive and why some furries find furries attractive. But I guess it's just a matter of taste. I like certain women because they are more calm, have a softer voice and looks attractive. I don't understand how a man can like a man, but I also can't understand how a woman can like a man...

Anyway, did that answer it?

Uhhh... I guess...?

Wow >.>

@Kewlan Gonna have to personally disagree with you on that one, dude: Men are awesome! XD Sometimes I wonder how people can't be attracted to them...

Haha, I guess it's a good thing some are

Nothing like a good bit of casual homophobia to wake up to in the morning.

Umm...I'm personally a male myself and I doubt the fact that I'm straight. But no worries, you can really have people attracted to men and that's cool. I'm fine with it.

You can be attracted to men and be straight... Thoughts aren't sins, actions are. Until you actually commit the sin, you are ok, but if you commit the sin, you may regret it...

Preach it.

Imagine the party we're gonna have when we die.

Oh damn this forum was the disappointment of the day now is homophobic of the day. Huh now that's disappointing bam there you go.

My disappoint of the day: This thread has now become about accusing people with different beliefs, and mocking their religions too.

Congrats ya'll.

VERY LONG LIFE PROBLEM
My brain is spiraling out of control. >_< I've got to go to this special job training evaluation thing tomorrow and I have a big problem with it. It lasts for 10 days and based on how I do, they determine if their program can benefit me and them. There are different issues that are tied together.

My SSI is trying to cut me off because they think I can get a job, but that's not necessarily true. If I were to get a job, I'd need constant support and without that I'd be losing jobs all the time. Finding a job that suits me is extremely difficult. I lack so many skills and my condition gets in the way of keeping up with life in general. I can't work in a grocery store, a fast food restaurant, or anything that involves constant communication with others because my brain will always "short out". I can't work too long or my brain comes to a complete stop and I can't function, no matter how hard I try.

Now here's another problem. If I do well at the training, I can get a job, but what they'll do is that they'll give me some support for a while, then they'll detach from me and expect me to be able to work as an independent individual. That will completely mess me up. People have expected me to do well on my own, but they don't see that my condition will completely get in the way.

An example is when I was trying to graduate high school and move on to college. I graduated in the late summer since I needed an art credit, so I was in some game design program. It worked and I graduated because I had constant support. It all went downhill when I got into college. I had some support during the beginning, but they quickly made me rely on myself (like any other college). I was failing my classes, and I didn't say anything or reach out to someone (my damn mental condition) and once my mom and therapist found out, it was too late. I passed one class with a B, and failed the others, my student coach wasn't even my correct coach, and the disability department wasn't any help. I ended up dropping out.

Now (back to the present), if I fail the program, it could potentially save my SSI so I can keep living, but where would I go from there? As for this program, I don't even want a damn job, I'd rather be jobless. The only thing keeping me intact is video games. Wanting new and upcoming video games is what's keep me alive. I might reach a point where I might lose interest in video games and I could end up homeless, alone, and possibly dead.
_{I might suicide and leave everyone if nothing gets better.}

And for those telling me to give myself more respect:
STOP IT. It will not work and I could care less about my well being.
_{My condition is schizophrenia.}