Speaking of memes, when I was at the Zoo last week, at the Camel exhibit, someone said "This will produce all sorts of Dank Memes" (in relation to the position it was sitting, I think).
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Switch - Blade Strangers
PS4 - Kingdom Hearts III, Tetris Effect (VR)
I hate life. I wish my life span was shortened to the point that I can pass away faster than now.
I can't get the damn desktop even after getting the cash for it because I have to convince my stupid dad that I have to clean the bloody table every single day so that it doesn't get dusty. My other option is to get a laptop but its nowhere powerful than a desktop simply because its not dedicated to gaming nor can it handle game engines as well.
I want to fight depression but I'm getting tired of this. Even when it comes to professionalism, I'm stuck with my stupid family's ego. I hate bloody family. They always get in the damn way of life itself.
@Freeon-Leon: What's the point? I would have been happy if I never existed in the first place. Very often I'm getting mocked around here 90% of the time. I try to make an argument and it ends up being me getting all the humiliation. Try to say something nice to third parties like SEGA but it ends up with humiliation.
I would have been much calmer if I got myself a desktop. Stupid dad of mine along with my lousy bro claim that Laptops can be just as powerful as desktops. And even if I can afford one expensive laptop, Its not going to satisfy me because later games/ game engines will require powerful specs so double waste for me.
I'm tired of dealing with the stupidity of my damn family. They can't let go of me, my damn job will never be well paid even if I get a promotion and to top it off, I have to deal with my horrible Dad's ego.
Families....they have to get in the damn way do they?
Honestly, I just have no motivation to work anymore. What's the point? I never get any self respect around here and outside here. If I express an opinion, it goes haywire that I can't or shouldn't express it.
I'm getting rather furious of it tbh.
@Socar: You get mocked sometimes because of the constant hyperboles you write. However, you can always defend your points if that's what you believe in. But, should that make you feel bad? It's just a videogame forum after all.
About family... I can relate to that. I wanted to study music composition, but my parents never saw it as a profitable career in my country (Mexico). I could choose to go on my own, despite how difficult it is, but I decided to study something else and learn music by my own. My point is, if your parents are not letting you do w/e you want to do, work your way with what you have. Your dad doesn't allow you to buy a desktop computer? It's a shame, you won't be using super complex engines, but you know what? You don't NEED them. Learn to use simpler engines, or make your games from the ground up. Good games don't need to be made with unreal or crysis engine, if you don't believe me, go see what Daisuke Amaya did by his own.
Not living in a first world country can put you at a disadvantage against other game designers, but if you really want to do something, you'll do it no matter what.
@Freeon-Leon: But I do need to learn as many engines as possible so that I can improve my resume so I can be a better game designer.
Also, again, he is trying to make me get a laptop instead of a desktop so the problem there is I don't know if I'm getting my money's worth there if the laptop that I get. I mean for crying out loud. The current laptop that I have can barely run Valkyria Chronicles right
Intel Core i7
6 GB DDR3 RAM
750 GB HDD
Windows 7 Home Premium
That is what laptop specs I have here. I can't run Chronicles on that thing.....wow.
But that really doesn't matter. Every single thing that I want those two lame parents of mine simply love to complain and are too damn picky on prices and whatnot.
I've decided to get a laptop but to only make that old man realize that desktops are better than laptops. I still hate life and I just want to rest in peace as I don't see how I can even be happy at this point. Nintendo seems to be the only one pushing me forward. But I don't know if that will be enough for me.
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