Topic: The Chit-Chat Thread

@Princess_Lilly I don't wanna become a doctor because I just can't retain all the information doctors need to retain. Nurses need to retain a lot of info, but no as much as doctors. And I dunno why I do that to myself. I'm just extremely self concious. I used to be a very smart kid, even getting offered to skip a few grades, but just one year, I had lost my ability to learn, and ever since then I've been really self concious about my intellectual ability. I also recently learned I had lead poisoning as a little kid and that mental abuse can make a brain underdeveloped, so with those combined I'm also scared of growing up with an underdeveloped brain. I have learning and memory problems. And my family, including my autistic brother, suspect I have autism and ADHD. I also feel useless because of my allergy severly limiting me, and I will be straight up risking my life if I'm not careful as a nurse or a doctor or anything really. But I'm sick of being held back, I'm sick of being locked inside my house out of fear of a stupid allergy, and I'm sick of my mom using my allergy for sympathy with her friends and other people. It's my allergy, and if I wanna risk my life by making myself an actually usefull human being, then I'll do it. I just wanna make people happy. I'm very empathetic, I once cried just because a baby was crying. The sound didn't annoy me, just to see a baby cry made me wanna cry. And whenever Seef is sad, I will spend hours doing everything in my power to cheer him up, because I can't stand to see people close to me be sad. I was worried about him during his final exams, and so on so forth. I just feel the need to make people happy. I once held the door open for 5 minutes, letting people into a gas station. I didn't have to, but I did anyway. Heck, I feel selfish when I ask for something even as little as a 50 cent snack from my brother or something. I'm more of a giver than a taker. And I wanna give the world by heart.
@OwlHighway1Revisited Dreams are indeed weird
@EaglyPurahfan Man, only thing I've read with a love triangle was Oshi no Ko, and even then, the love triangle isn't the main point of the manga/show. And I dunno why I hate Naruto, I just do.
And my strangest dream involves magical eye contacts, I think I told you about it. But if I didn't feel free to ask about it.

@EllaTheQueen6 try to to put your needs equal to other peoples needs. Then you can find a compromise decision with people who have a different needs and it'll make hard for other people just use you for their needs.
You a not kinda useless, you have a goal. I have a allergies too and wish you a good luck.

Y’all have some weird dreams. Mine are always just loosely based around whatever I’m playing or watching at the time.

@AnVold Yeah, allergies suck, they can go burn in a fire. What are you allergic to?

@blindsquarel so you've never dreamed about shopping in a giant thrift store with a whole section just for PC mouses.

@blindsquarel Yes, we have weird dreams.
Seef once had a dream that we both fell off of a balcony together. Dunno how his brian produced that. That was also early into our friendship, which somehow makes it weirder.
Did I ever tell y'all about the dream where I was getting put down like a dog?

@EllaTheQueen6 dust, plant pollen and poplar fluff. It's not dangerous for me, but this thing is really annoying.

What if aliens are dumber than us.

@AnVold Ah, that sucks. I'm allergic to red#40/allura red, it's in a lot of food and cosmetic products and other things, and I have anaphylactic shock and I have to carry around a bunch of meds in my purse, including xrytec, benadryl, and a Epi-pen.
It also gives me hives, and as a little girl I once legitimately made myself bleed from scratching.

@EllaTheQueen6 oh, it's worse then mine. When I was a kid I also always carried a med with me. After you'll grow up, it will be easier to endure allergies.

@AnVold Nope, doctors say it'll get worse as I get older and if I'm unlucky I could become allergic to colorful clothing

@OwlHighway1Revisited then we must conquer them for the greater good.
@EllaTheQueen6 sound pretty bad. But doctors may say a different thing. Then I was born, doctor said that I won't live for two weeks. And as you see, she was wrong. So I don't think that it will be 100% worse for you then now. Maybe it'll be even better.

@Professor_Plumber I spoke with them, they all look like Al Bundy.

@Professor_Plumber @AnVold 𐌕𐌀𐌊𐌄 𐌵𐌔 𐌕Ꝋ 𐌀𐌋 𐌁𐌵𐌍𐌃𐌙

@AnVold I'm glad the doctors never said I had two weeks to live lol. I mean, I certainly wasn't born healthy, my mom smoked whiel I was in the womb and while nursing, so I was straight up born with a nicotine addiction and I cried a lot as a baby because of it, and another thing the smoking probably caused was me being born early. I was also born sick, but I don't remember what I had. But still, thank god I was never told I had a short amount of time to live.

@EllaTheQueen6 𝔥𝔬𝔴 𝔥𝔞𝔰 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔡𝔞𝔶 𝔟𝔢𝔢𝔫

@OwlHighway1Revisited It's been good

@EllaTheQueen6 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱'𝔰 𝔫𝔦𝔠𝔢

@OwlHighway1Revisited ^_^
@EllaTheQueen6 my mom told me about it. I hope that you'll never hear something like that.
Smoking is a very bad thing, especially for future childs. I dated with three girls who smoke (not in same time of corse) and I hate that smoke and taste from cigarettes. So I decided that I'll never date a girl who smoke. It'll be healthy for me and for my future childrens.

@AnVold Yeah, I hate smoke. I've grown up with second hand smoke, and it sucks. Everytime I walk into a store or something, I always think "Are they judging me cause I smell like smoke?" cause, like, I'm a child, and I shouldn't smell like smoke. I smell like home cooking and cigarettes. My mom's tryna quit, but knowing her she'll be smoking again before 2024. I can't wait to move out and no longer smell like smoke. I will never smoke or drink in my entire life, I refuse to. I won't smoke because, well, I see my mom straight up struggling to breathe sometimes, and she says it's cause she had blood clots in her lungs, which is true, but she refuses to admit that smoking since she was 12 certainly contributed to that. And yeah, if I was a dude, I wouldn't have kids with anyone who smoked because of the safety of my child.