Topic: The Chit-Chat Thread

Happy international men's day everyone

Gravelord Nito is finished!

I really loved making him as his design is amazing!

The perfect night light for little crypt keepers!

Is that actual fabric? It looks really good

@Eel No. That is just clay and I textured it with a sharp tool

Well, I don't have to go back to work until the 28th (yesterday was my first day off), so hopefully it'll be a nice break.

In terms of games I'm playing Star Ocean: the Divine Force on PS5 (it says I'm 50% through the main story, so hopefully I'll be able to work through a good chunk of what's left), and just started Tales of Symphonia on Steam (never played it before, but it's fun so far).

In terms of anime, my Blu-Rays of Code Geass the complete series & Fatal Fury: the Motion Picture arrived too, so I should be able to spend some time on those.

Otherwise I have a 4K UHD Blu-Ray of Planes, Trains, & Automobiles on order that should hopefully arrive before Thanksgiving (we like watching it around this time of year).

@Zuljaras Dude do you just have all this sick stuff sitting on a shelf? Because man would it be great to look at, literally making your own statues!

@EaglyTheKawaiiShika I heard it was good, and the clips that I have seen from it is the best thing ever, gotta watch it someday.

I feel like there’s something wrong with me. I have no friends and literally anything I touch gets screwed up in some way. When I get angry, i want to go beat the crap out of somebody for no reason. Just some random person. And I don’t want to hurt people normally, but when I feel that way it’s like I am a different person entirely. Most of the time I feel like people would just be better off if I wasn’t here. I feel like I am screwed up and I can’t do anything about it. What is wrong with me.

@EaglyTheKawaiiShika
I’m probably gonna ask my parents to schedule some kind of mental
Health check or something along those lines.
I don’t know, I feel like crap and just need help.

@EaglyTheKawaiiShika Really? My god I love owl house and gravity falls! Probably why I enjoyed the clips so much!

Had a great day today. I went Christmas shopping with my friend. I prefer to do it early to avoid potential snow. Also played some Quake 64. Not doing much except waiting for 8:00 to watch Trolls as NBC is showing it tonight, and I get local channels and want to tune in (even though I have the movie on DVD and Blu-Ray already).

@Tyranexx Alrighty, they're not common where I live, my mom only seen one once.

Yeah, that's understandable, I never have too much of an issue with the way a theater is because of the armrest space. It's mostly walking around, trying to navigate, and just the worry of being separated from the person I'm with, and getting lost. It can be a scary and overwhelming feeling for me. Thankfully the only time I ever was in a crowd was when I went to see Phineas and Ferb Live, and went to a WWE event. Going in was the real challenge, sitting at my seat was fine the whole time.

Me too. When I asked mom, she also explains this person doesn't know what it's like to have kids because this person doesn't have any. I guess that changes things too. I guess the old saying, "easier said than done," is applied here. It's easier to say something, than having to experience it.

@EaglyTheKawaiiShika
Yeah I will probably get some help.

Thanks for interacting with me on these forums. It is really the only interaction I get outside of my family. I don’t really have anyone to just talk about random crap about. Whether it be games, movies or anything else. You and @Kermit1Pineapple

@EaglyTheKawaiiShika every is and then, someone’s amazing concept get recognized, and they actually get a tv show. There are a few Concept animations I have seen out there, and I hope they make it to the big screen one day. I’m definitely going to check it out at some point!

@blindsquarel I hope you feel better soon, I’m glad people on here can be of help to you as well.

@blindsquarel No problem, I need the interaction too.

@Snatcher
Thanks, I’m feeling a bit better now. Still not great, but better. Forgot to mention you and some others in my post about how you guys help me. But at that point I would basically be naming every person that participates in this thread.

Probably gonna log off for awhile. I need to get away from screens and just clear my head.

10/10 idea

@Zuljaras While I've not played the Dark Souls series, that's a very good Gravelord Nito recreation!

@Sunsy I usually don't have many issues with navigation - I'm a freak and love maps lol - it's mostly just the proximity to a LOT of other people that can set me off. I've never had a full panic attack to my knowledge, but I've become quite light-headed in some of those situations due to anxiety. I'm not sure why I don't care for crowds, though some of it may be because I am quite an introvert. I do like people, but when I'm done, I'm DONE. XD

"Easier said than done", would somewhat fit I believe. Unfortunately, some people say things without really understanding them. It takes a lot of humility to admit one is wrong or may be wrong. I think that's why there are so many arguments and disagreements that end poorly, especially online.

@blindsquarel Please schedule a visit with a professional. Some of what you describe sounds a lot like my own thought patterns used to be. (Heck, sometimes they are still this way unfortunately....) I deal with forms of depression and anxiety. Not saying that's what's up, but that's why seeing a professional would be a great idea. It is very hard to ask for help, but it isn't a sign of weakness to do so.

@blindsquarel Yes this will help a lot! It’s nice to get log of now and again.

Oh no, I'm starting to do this now.

I even look like this lol

@EaglyTheKawaiiShika I've already crashed the Enterprise twice and they still let me drive it.