Just feel really pathetic. Well, sort of anyways. I went downtown yesterday and had a a great time so I've been basically forcing the feeling to the back of my head, not letting it affect me. Something's going on right now and I feel pathetic for not being able to help despite trying, at least I thought, really hard. It's not really the powerless part that upsets me, but the fact that I haven't been able to make a difference because of so many lies and cover-ups I wasn't aware of until recently. Here I thought I was trusted. lol
Recent events have shown me how much I overwhelm the people I care about.
I feel like all I do is push my friends away.
Listen here, and let me tell you something I've learned in the past three years (since I moved to the US and started High School): just be your unrestricted self, whoever that is. For example, I'm really over-the-top loud and dramatic, plus I always have something to say as terrible as it can sometimes be, yet I never let the opinion of others drag me down (that's a lie, only sometimes).
Point is, you don't have to change yourself to prevent others from being "pushed away", because real friends will like you just the way you are, no matter what.
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@Shadowing Heh, petition's on my signature bub.
(sigh) Tomorrow is the next college semester well lets just say that my semester's grade wasn't at expectations. My mom has been constantly badgering me about my last semester's grades and espically that one class grade over and over and over and wondering if im to stay for college, the thing is, well in my personal opinion, it was only this semester grades not of the entire college thing itself, if it was the case i would've waved the white flag a long time ago. And for some reason for the past couple of days she's using my computer time as a gauge of how committed i am for college. Too much and you're using poor time you need to study. Study what? College hasn't started yet! I know whats at stake here and I'll try (Yoda: Do or do not. There is no Try.) sigh ok. I'll be reaching for college help anyway I can. But mom is just telling me to do it but is giving me no guidence to this situation just running me down expecting me to know all the answers. It's just making me upset right now...
Was Mariobro4. No, I'm not taking off my backpack...it's important.
Well I talked with my mom and she says that I have to pull my weight a bit more during free time (heh I had a lot back then) i.e. do some classwork and to ask for help whenever possible.
Ok then. I'll give it a try. (Yoda: Do or do not, There is) shut it yoda!
Was Mariobro4. No, I'm not taking off my backpack...it's important.
I wasted my time looking for jobs with no luck yesterday. They were either too far away from my home or required skills I don't have. Also, it's my birthday tomorrow where I'll reach the big 20; which I am not looking forward to as that's typically the age where people start to judge you because you still play video games...
Once a LuigiMan, now a Dreamy representation of the Goddess of Nature.
Retired Palutena Gem Provider. Mario Maker Levels
@Dreamy No matter what age you'll be, even if judge video games, Witch in my opinion I'm sure you won't I'll ALWAYS live up to you as my best friend! Also, I sure hope you find a great job sometime! And...HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!!!
My great-grandparents are moving away for about 6 months. The reason is because my great-grandmother has gotten to the age where she can't live without company. My great-grandpa won't not be around for her as much as he'd like to thanks to his job so they're moving to Florida to live with other family members. My family and I will be making the most of the time we have left with them until they move.
Well, I hope you get a job soon, @DreamyViridi. And don't worry about the people who might judge you. If they don't like your hobby, that's their problem.
Formerly MickeyTheGreat and MickMick. Now I'm Mickey again!
I know NL isn't the place to dis cuss politics, but republicans get me so ANGRY! Why are they so opposed to gay marraige, and why is everyone freaking out about it. WHO CARES about someones preferences?! I feel that republicans think that gay people are threatening their way of life, but still, it's no reason to JUDGE them. If you believe gay people should be able to get married in EVERY state and should be treated the same as everyone else, Comment!
I know NL isn't the place to dis cuss politics, but republicans get me so ANGRY! Why are they so opposed to gay marraige, and why is everyone freaking out about it. WHO CARES about someones preferences?! I feel that republicans think that gay people are threatening their way of life, but still, it's no reason to JUDGE them. If you believe gay people should be able to get married in EVERY state and should be treated the same as everyone else, Comment!
I know NL isn't the place to dis cuss politics, but republicans get me so ANGRY! Why are they so opposed to gay marraige, and why is everyone freaking out about it. WHO CARES about someones preferences?! I feel that republicans think that gay people are threatening their way of life, but still, it's no reason to JUDGE them. If you believe gay people should be able to get married in EVERY state and should be treated the same as everyone else, Comment!
Uh yeahhh lets not and say we did. The last time we commented about politics, things got pretty heated.
My disappointment isn't much but well heh... yeah I hate changing schedules in the beginning of each semester. Just when you think you got it good, another thing comes.
Was Mariobro4. No, I'm not taking off my backpack...it's important.
2DS. I know I shouldn't care but I'm disapointed by its design, not the lack of 3D and not it being the "Cheapy 3DS", it's that horrible design that would give serious hand damage to anyone trying to play games with heavy focus on touchscreen+L/R buttons and turn away any normal person who saw it(and it will make nintendo recover its "dumb and kiddy" status it was losing with the help of the 3DS)
goodbyes are a sad part of life but for every end there's a new beggining so one must never stop looking forward to the next dawn
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